..its me, no?

So I could easily go off and say how I feel on this blog, but if I did that, I would be blaming others for things they don't deserve to be blamed for...or at least that is how I am going to put it. I feel it is me right now, maybe someone else will disagree. I can't say to much...but I will say some.

I think I am anti social...not that wrong. hmmm.... I think I am anti relationship (the whole bf gf thing). Is it the commitment issue? maybe. I haven't figured it out yet. All I know is that I can't seem to keep a relationship no matter how much I "love them. (love is in quotations because can you honestly be in love at my age? YES! I just do it for all the gosh for saken people he think we aren't grown up enough to do anything lol) any ways. I don't blame anyone I dated for breaking up with me, or even hating me. While I may think there reasoning is a little off, I must say that they made a great move. Honestly, I don't think I am the one for someone to make a lifetime commitment to. Don't worry, I am not gonna jump off a bridge (while some may want me to) or blow my head off lol. I am going on my life as normal, and as god intended. I just felt that I should put the blame on me for once.