I miss you

Every time i see your picture i cry. Every time i think about you i cry. Every time i talk to you, i cherish the moments. I miss you. Its hard not seeing you. Its hard being apart from you. I have known you for so long, and now your gone. Its not fair. All the fun times we had together, all the great moments we had, and now its all gone. You grew up, moved on, and now your gone. You where more than a friend, you where my sister. Thats the greatest position any one could have, and it was given to you, and you filled the spot perfectly, but now your gone. Your gone, not to return for a good long time. Why has life brought us apart, especially when i really need you? Why did you have to go, it all happened so fast, i didn't even have time to blink. Once i did, i realized you where gone, and that i was alone, and the fun was gone with you. Now life has changed for me, i no longer have any one to wake up and go to when i need help, or ask advice from when i need. I no longer have the person that would make sure im ok, when im sad, alone, angry, or even happy. We use to go to the park, play around, have a picnic, and just talk, now we email each other back and forth and have an occasional talk on the phone. I wish it was the same, but sadly its not. I have lost my friend, my sister, my help. I only hope that you come back soon, cause i could use the comfort right about now. I love you Natasha, you are my sister.