man, i really have to get some sleep, this is really sucking. My mind is running faster then ever, but i had such a normal, good day. So why? Why me, why again? Well i better get use to it cause it looks like its here to stay. Any way, here are my thoughts for tonight.
I want to live a normal teenage life, not this business oriented one. Is it good to start early? Well crap ya, do i want to, crap no. I get to see every one do awesome sports and hang out with friends when all i want to do is edit, and do other business like stuff. I want to be like everyone else, but i cant. My mind and heart wont let me. Now im trying to get my mind to shift, not completely change, but compromise half way in the middle. Im working on getting ready for soccer next year, and also trying to hang out with friends, but at the same time do editing and other stuff. Im finding out its not so easy. I also have to do school which really is the biggest one. Dang that school work!!! So if i have it all figured out, why am i still restless? Maybe because i still dont really have everything figured out. I still am watching some one live my old dream, im still watching a bunch of people live my old dream, my old chance i had, that now seems so pointless to start back up. So like i said earlier, i have to chase new dreams, new goals, new destinies. Hopefully they will work out.
Thanks for listening to my some what venting,
~simon
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