trick or prick

Interesting name huh, ya i thought so to, sorry. Any ways, im actually in one of my good moods, for some reason. Maybe its because i realized i dont have to be the big shot that is a "some one" I dont know how i figured it out, i just got a message, i read it, and it had nothing to do with anything like this, it just made me feel better for some reason. God has weird ways of comforting us, mine was sent very weirdly, and now i will not go into detail about, but i can tell you this, i feel like im floating on a cloud of happiness, and it only goes up. Here is the great thing, IM NOT HIGH EITHER!!!! LOL not that i ever have been, but it seems like floating on a cloud would be a feeling you would get when your high, then again, i dont know what its like to be high so i am not really sure of that. Any way, so i guess things are looking up for me. Maybe god didnt want me to be the guy in the scenes, but the one behind them, running it, and making it work. So i will continue on this path i have been taking, except be happy while im doing it!!!! Thanks to those who helped me, especially the one who sent me the message, even though you probably dont read this, dont know me well, or know that you did it. It meant a lot!