who i really miss right now

ahh what a week. What an emotional week. Well, let me start off by saying, ello mate! My name is Simon Ohadi for those of you who have forgotten. I just got done spending an hour writing a diary entry, and thought I would post a blog spot post today. I haven't done that in months. Anyways, here is what is up, but in fewer words than what I just got done typing in my diary.

So I recently got back from a trip to Florida, what a trip. Got to see my Aunt Amy, Uncle John, and Cousins Tabitha and Guy. Tabitha has matured a lot lately, and has become quite the young lady (haha), btw, she has gotten me to use haha now, instead of lol, not sure that I like it. Tab has matured a lot and its cool talking to her. Hard to believe a few years ago we where playing make believe and making funny home videos and stuff. Ahh, good times.

Now, Guy, what a whole different story. Ahh what a story. Guy has changed a lot to, but for the better as well. He has matured a lot as well. Probably the most mature 11 year old I know. I would have to say Guy and I really got close on this vacation actually, or at least to me anyways. I learned a lot about him that I didn't know, got to spend some good times together, my uncle, him, and I went to Guy's first TBL game. OH what fun that was! Great game! He got me 3 games for Christmas, Frontline (which is a kick butt game, Prey (which I am still learning), and Ghost Recon (oh the memories). The games where a great gift, and much needed. I was getting sick of playing the same 3 games I had for the xbox.

I also got a sweat shirt from my aunt and uncle. It was a CVSA sweat shirt, which is Guy's hockey team. He told me that I had to wear it on game days. I had no problem with that. Well this past Saturday and Sunday was actually a tournament weekend for Guy. I woke up Saturday morning and slipped that sweat shirt on. wore it through the night and into Sunday. The ended up coming in 2nd, which is pretty darn good if you ask me.

I had said that this was a emotional week though. Its been rough getting back into routine after spending 12 days with Guy. The kid is like a brother to me, a little brother. I love hanging out with him, spending time, and just doing what ever. And thats what we did while he was here. Saying goodbye to him was one hell of a task. and to add to my already bad habits of going to bed late, I have been having trouble sleeping at night cause Ill stay up thinking about the great times we had together. Its hard for me to just let go of these things because, I don't want to forget, ever! I don't want to forget the fun that we had together, which is why I just got done spending an hour typing it all up. I love all my cousins, but the love that I have for Guy is different, is a brotherly love, which is a whole different level of love, trust, and respect. we had agreed that we would talk at least once a week when he left. So far he has stayed true to that. I tell you, every time I get a text from him, or a call from him, i not only get a smile on my face, but i stop what I am doing to talk to him. I literally walked out of longhorn the other day to talk to him. It hurts not being able to cheer him on in person. It hurts knowing that I am not going to be the one to help him through high school, or problems he may have, or to teach him stuff. At least he has a sister though, and 2 cousins that live near him. He has good friend as well. As much as I want to be the one to help him when he needs it, or to cheer for him when the time comes, I will have to settle for the back seat. I guess its just hard to do when you care this much. Anyways, losing my track of though quickly. I need sleep. Good night, and hopefully I will be posting again soon.